Missing you

Missing you

The morning was silent .......
When the tops of the fir glued silent
Bringing my soul wanders ...
breaking my daydreaming...
Here ...
I'm still missing you
In the corner of the heart, where anxiety poignantly shines
Until this  hearts so tired   ..
Either ....
Can  I  painted the sky
And describe your  face pale stripes
suffer because missing you
Or just let the wind erase your mark
what should i do ?...
I'm kept waiting
Until You're Back ... here  ... again .... !

Appreciate For Them

Appreciate  For Them

 For them that we love

For them that the only one

For them that always care us

For them that giving birth us

For them that give us a huge when we down

Have you ever thought how hard it’s life ?

Have you ever thought how can they make us life ?

Have  you ever thought how hurt they are when we broke or fail ?

Have you ever thought how proud they are having us ?

Have you ever thought behind their smile,  what they feel ?

Have you ever thought behind their crying, what they feel ?

Those who are expecting us

Those who proud of us

Lets give the best for them

MOTHER

MOTHER

There’s no silk like caressing mother

There’s no peaceful place like a huge of mother

There’s no beauty flower like mother’s smile

You’re the reason why I’ m exist

If you feel lonely in the crowded

If you feel who the one who can understanding of you

If you feel broken heart

If you hate your life

Close your eyes, and feel her love

Look on her face, and huge her

Who always listening and understanding

She is your mother

First Experience

First  Experience

Next week, we’re going  to show our drama (theatre) . This the first time for perform outside because usually we only perform at our lab theatre in campus. It’s so complicated, from production team and for players. We work with BEMF for this chance. This  my first time work with team in a big program. I’m as a fundarising in production team.  There are 15 people in my team. We work hard to prepare it, the players play almost everyday to make their performance good. And team production prepare what they need. We have 6 drama to show, so we decided to make it 2 days.

The lessons of this, I’m more know new friend even though we are different class. And how to work in a big team that we have to decrease our ego and emotion. How to work together, spend the time, money, and our body for it. 

My New Year This Year

My New Year This Year

At end of the year I back to my hometown in Magelang with my friend Dita. After last midterm I back to home as soon as possible for prepare. I got there by bus. My uncle order the tickets 3 days before, because we know that its hard to get the tickets when holiday specially for Christmas and new year. Price of ticket is getting expensive. I got my hometown Monday morning. I’m very happy to huge my parent.   

One night before new year, my plan to celebrate  new  year  was broken because one of my friend canceled her promise. I try to forget it and just enjoyed new  year in my cousin’s home for having  barbeque. I take my another friend to accompany me to celebrate together. When on the way to got there, I saw a boy and he is my friend too. He ask me to follow him to our friend’s house.

We arrived there, we enjoyed the night by talking together laughing and coffee. Suddenly my little sister call me that she want to back home that time. My sister at Jogjakarta because she have a job there. The situation so quiet, finally we decided to go Jogjakarta that time, so cool and raining. It’s far from my hometown Magelang, I met my sister at 11.00 pm. And we celebrate new year on the way. Enjoy the firework and looking for dinner in the middle of night. After finish we back home, as long as the way so damn cold. We arrived home at 3.00 am, then we fall asleep until 9.00 pm enjoy the raining and cold again.  By the way, Happy New Year and God bless :)